Today was full of work, frustrations, and a lot of cleaning. We tried to enjoy our weekend, which meant we woke up on Monday morning to a messy house, no groceries, & a “to-do” list longer than my patience. So I decided to clean. It’s what I do when I’m angry. When I’m sad. When I’m worried.
I know it doesn’t take any of that away, but it sure feels good to have a pity party in a clean house.
A few hours into it, I noticed Damian’s lips pouted in determined concentration.
Something he gets from his dad.
Then he just took off.
Sometimes cautious.
Sometimes {almost} running.
Some tiny spills.
Some wobbly steps.
Some very big smiles.
He’s been walking in little bits for a month, but today he just decided that he’s a walking man for good.
Just like his brother did four years ago.
These boys have a way of making us forget whatever it was that we thought was so important…
Daddy came home shortly after the walking bonanza began & celebrated Damian’s achievements with us.
I will need to get used to the necessity of putting shoes on his little baby feet.
I love taking little walks around our neighborhood. There are lots of Grandmas who grow beautiful flowers & share their puppies with Damian.
He just turned eleven months on Sunday. I want to weep and reminisce about the baby that I am losing, but I was so proud & happy for him… there wasn’t really room for that today. Those feelings will return & I’ll allow myself the luxury of giving them my complete attention.
oh my oh my. are we ever in the same boat! so many milestones along the way. this is one of the most beautiful ones.
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p.s. i'm so happy you started a blog!!
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Thank you Katie, YOU are so incredibly inspiring! I really hope I meet you soon, I think we would be great friends 🙂